Tarnation
2003 · 91 min · Director: Jonathan Caouette
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Part documentary, part narrative fiction, part home movie, and part acid trip. A psychedelic whirlwind of snapshots, Super-8 home movies, old answering machine messages, video diaries, early short films, snippets of '80s pop culture, and dramatic reenactments to create an epic portrait of an American family travesty. The story begins in 2003 when Jonathan learns that his schizophrenic mother, Renee, has overdosed on her lithium medication. He is catapulted back into his real and horrifying family legacy of rape, abandonment, promiscuity, drug addiction, child abuse, and psychosis. As he grows up on camera, he finds the escapist balm of musical theater and B horror flicks and reconnects to life through a queer chosen family. Then a look into the future shows Jonathan as he confronts the symbiotic and almost unbearable love he shares with his beautiful and tragically damaged mother.
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Tarnation (2003) — Movie. Top emotional signals: Sadness 35%, Empathy 25%, Anxiety 15%. Source: AI estimate. Shares describe emotional signal, not percentages of people. Your experience may differ. How we measure
- Sadness35%
- Empathy25%
- Anxiety15%
- Melancholy15%
- Inspiration10%
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The strongest emotional signals are Sadness, Empathy, Anxiety. Genres: Documentary, Biography. AI estimate.
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Consider this title if you are looking for Sadness, Empathy and Anxiety. Its IMDb rating of 7.1/10 suggests a generally positive audience reception. For these leading emotions, its Feel Score is 70/100.
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Emotional journey
- Empathy
- Sadness
- Disturbing
Not enough subtitle evidence
No dominant emotion
Dominant emotion: Tension
Dominant emotion: Empathy
Dominant emotion: Disturbing
Dominant emotion: Humor
Dominant emotion: Sadness
Dominant emotion
| % | Approximate minute | Dominant emotion | Overall intensity | Empathy | Sadness | Disturbing |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 2.5 % | ≈ 2′ | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence |
| 7.5 % | ≈ 7′ | Tension | 45 % | 40 % | 25 % | 13 % |
| 12.5 % | ≈ 11′ | Empathy | 42 % | 38 % | 21 % | 10 % |
| 17.5 % | ≈ 16′ | Empathy | 54 % | 48 % | 35 % | 30 % |
| 22.5 % | ≈ 20′ | Disturbing | 76 % | 65 % | 57 % | 66 % |
| 27.5 % | ≈ 25′ | Disturbing | 77 % | 63 % | 56 % | 72 % |
| 32.5 % | ≈ 30′ | Disturbing | 60 % | 41 % | 35 % | 55 % |
| 37.5 % | ≈ 34′ | Disturbing | 49 % | 27 % | 22 % | 43 % |
| 42.5 % | ≈ 39′ | Humor | 49 % | 23 % | 15 % | 32 % |
| 47.5 % | ≈ 43′ | Humor | 55 % | 31 % | 21 % | 21 % |
| 52.5 % | ≈ 48′ | Sadness | 59 % | 49 % | 38 % | 19 % |
| 57.5 % | ≈ 52′ | Empathy | 52 % | 51 % | 33 % | 13 % |
| 62.5 % | ≈ 57′ | Empathy | 48 % | 44 % | 23 % | 16 % |
| 67.5 % | ≈ 61′ | Empathy | 60 % | 54 % | 40 % | 40 % |
| 72.5 % | ≈ 66′ | Sadness | 74 % | 68 % | 60 % | 58 % |
| 77.5 % | ≈ 71′ | Tension | 74 % | 65 % | 52 % | 53 % |
| 82.5 % | ≈ 75′ | Humor | 71 % | 57 % | 43 % | 51 % |
| 87.5 % | ≈ 80′ | Disturbing | 79 % | 67 % | 56 % | 58 % |
| 92.5 % | ≈ 84′ | Empathy | 85 % | 79 % | 70 % | 51 % |
| 97.5 % | ≈ 89′ | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence | Not enough subtitle evidence |
Oedipus
Rags to riches: The emotional tone rises from negative to positive.
Riches to rags: The emotional tone falls from positive to negative.
Man in a hole: The tone falls, then recovers.
Icarus: The tone rises, then falls.
Cinderella: The tone rises, falls, then rises again.
Oedipus: The tone falls, rises, then falls again.
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Cast
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Himself
Details
- Directed by
- Jonathan Caouette
- Written by
- Jonathan Caouette
- Type
- Movies
- Released
- 2003
- Runtime
- 91 min
- Country
- United States
- Genres
- Documentary, Biography
- Ratings
- Feels mostly
- Sadness
- Data updated
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