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I Killed My Mother

2009 · 100 min · Director: Xavier Dolan, Xavier Dolan ★ IMDb 7.4 · 32,887 ratings

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Teenager Hubert haughtily regards his mother with contempt, and only sees her tacky sweaters and kitsch decorations. In addition to these irritating surface details, there is also his parent's cherished mechanisms of manipulation and guilt. Confused by this love/hate relationship that obsesses him more and more each day, Hubert drifts through the mysteries of adolescence - artistic discoveries, illicit experiences, the opening-up to friendship, and ostracism. The turbulent relationship between mother and son unfolds with a compelling combination of savage fury and melting affection. The stunning, semi-autobiographical directing debut of 20-year-old actor Xavier Dolan.

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Emotional fingerprint

I Killed My Mother (2009) — Movie. Top emotional signals: Sadness 30%, Empathy 25%, Anxiety 20%. Source: AI estimate. Shares describe emotional signal, not percentages of people. Your experience may differ. How we measure

  1. Anger15%

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The strongest emotional signals are Sadness, Empathy, Anxiety. Genres: Drama, Romance. AI estimate.

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Consider this title if you are looking for Sadness, Empathy and Anxiety. Its IMDb rating of 7.4/10 suggests a generally positive audience reception. For these leading emotions, its Feel Score is 73/100.

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Emotional journey

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  • Empathy
  • Sadness
  • Tension

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No dominant emotion

Dominant emotion: Tension

Dominant emotion: Empathy

Dominant emotion: Love

Dominant emotion: Sadness

Empathy
Sadness
Tension
Emotional journey Emotional intensity over the film’s runtime, from quieter to stronger on a fixed 0–1 scale. Hatched intervals have insufficient subtitle evidence. The table provides the values.
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Dominant emotion

Intensity peaks around 57 %, then peaks around 83 %, then dips around 98 %.Ending hidden

Emotional journey
%Approximate minuteDominant emotionOverall intensityEmpathySadnessTension
2.5 %≈ 3′Tension51 %33 %28 %47 %
7.5 %≈ 8′Tension53 %34 %30 %50 %
12.5 %≈ 13′Tension58 %39 %35 %52 %
17.5 %≈ 18′Empathy53 %40 %33 %44 %
22.5 %≈ 23′Tension50 %38 %26 %36 %
27.5 %≈ 28′Love50 %36 %21 %27 %
32.5 %≈ 33′Love46 %36 %18 %24 %
37.5 %≈ 38′Empathy55 %43 %29 %44 %
42.5 %≈ 43′Tension68 %50 %45 %61 %
47.5 %≈ 48′Empathy68 %55 %50 %60 %
52.5 %≈ 53′Tension67 %59 %53 %52 %
57.5 %≈ 58′Sadness69 %63 %60 %41 %
62.5 %≈ 63′Sadness66 %63 %60 %34 %
67.5 %≈ 68′Empathy57 %53 %40 %25 %
72.5 %≈ 73′Love57 %44 %28 %29 %
77.5 %≈ 78′Tension65 %50 %43 %51 %
82.5 %≈ 83′Sadness68 %55 %49 %63 %
87.5 %≈ 88′Tension68 %54 %38 %61 %
92.5 %≈ 93′Empathy59 %51 %31 %46 %
97.5 %≈ 98′Sadness43 %40 %27 %25 %
Cinderella

Rags to riches: The emotional tone rises from negative to positive.

Riches to rags: The emotional tone falls from positive to negative.

Man in a hole: The tone falls, then recovers.

Icarus: The tone rises, then falls.

Cinderella: The tone rises, falls, then rises again.

Oedipus: The tone falls, rises, then falls again.

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Cast

XD
Xavier Dolan

Hubert Minel

Suzanne Clément

Julie Cloutier

PT
Patricia Tulasne

Hélène Rimbaud

MS
Monique Spaziani

Denise

PC
Pierre Chagnon

Richard Minel

JC
Justin Caron

Young Hubert

BG
Benoît Gouin

Boarding School Principal

JT
Johanne-Marie Tremblay

Boarding School Teacher

HC
Hugolin Chevrette

Student Fighter #1

FD
Francis Ducharme

Student Fighter #2

PA
Pascale Audrey

Art Professor

ÉM
Émile Mailhiot

Classroom Student #1

LD
Laurent-Christophe De Ruelle

Classroom Student #2

MT
Manuel Tadros

Apartment Owner

MV
Marianne Verville

Girl on Bus (uncredited)

ÉB
Élise Bertrand

Woman on radio (voice) (uncredited)

HM
Hélène Mondoux

Woman on TV (voice) (uncredited)

Details

Type
Movies
Released
2009
Runtime
100 min
Country
Canada
Genres
Drama, Romance
Ratings
★ IMDb 7.4 · 32,887 ratings
Feels mostly
Sadness
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